Monday, September 7, 2015

A Much Needed Explanation

Dear Reader,

You may have noticed that it’s been over six months since my last post on this site.  If you found yourself checking back in every once in a while only to find that nothing had changed … I’m sorry for the disappointment which must have followed.

Many factors played a role in my online disappearance, but two stand out as the most impacting:
  1. My social anxiety got the better of me.  It was fun to write posts and design my site while I knew no one was watching.  However, when I finally started to advertise and get some readers … I freaked out and ran away.  As one of the many steps to overcome this stupid anxiety, I’m back and ready to write!  Come at me, readers!
  2. Second semester happened.  The curriculum at AMDA is designed to steadily become ten times more difficult and intense with every semester.  I found myself drowning in rehearsals and paperwork for the first six weeks before I could finally climb on top of things.  With my ten regular classes plus four extra-curriculars piled on top, I unfortunately neglected Little Me.
I wrote a lot during my hiatus in fits of inspiration, but I never got around to editing and arranging them past the raw, disconnected ideas.  You’ll probably see ideas from some of these past articles as I get myself back into the swing of things.

6 Months in a Nutshell:
  • I successfully completed second semester with an A in every class (okay, some of those were A-) which boosted my morale tenfold!
    The Process of Performing
  • I made my way back to Omaha, NE, leaving most of my friends behind as they go through AMDA’s Summer Semester.
  • I got a job with KinderCare as an Assistant Teacher, which was probably the best decision I could have ever made!  I realize now that it is actually possible to love your job, even if it’s not acting.
  • I won a national figure skating competition three weeks after coming back!  No one expected that one.  I am also preparing for a local competition and a regional competition before I go back to New York in (gasp) six weeks!
  • I am always saying my final goodbyes to something or someone during "The Last Summer" as I like to call these four months in between the spring and fall semester.  It’s been an emotional rollercoaster.

You will see more from me soon, I promise.  I've got lots of pictures and stories I'd love to share with the world!  If only I can get them out of my head and into a Word Document ...

All My Love!
Little Me